Mile High Dreaming

My problem is

missprimadonnaa:

that I bend over backwards for people but it always seems like I’m getting the short end of the stick when it comes to others doing something for me or helping me out. I’m tired of it. 

(via themidstofitall)

For once I would like to see someone do something for me without having to do anything for them first or asking them to do it. I deserve so much more but I often have to settle for less.

I hate staying up by myself. I normally let my mind run when I have nothing to focus on. When I start thinking bout something I usually over think the most littlest things. Im just tired of sleeping alone.

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I may seem happy all the time but it’s only because I’ve trained myself to be numb towards all the negativity that goes on around me. Lately shit been hitting the fan and for the first time in a long time idk what to do. Idk how long I can keep myself in a positive mood.

kendypoe asked: You are a very attractive young man!

=] thank you!

I have too much built up anger, Im about to explode!!!!